"I will lay down my life for you." These are strong and meaningful words for the leader of the group gathered with Jesus for what will be their last supper together. Today's gospel. Peter, surely very close to Jesus, announced his pledge of fidelity clearly. Yet, as we know, within just a very short time -- maybe two or three hours -- the good intention was lost. As we read this and ponder the words and the scene, we might ask ourselves this question: has there been a time or times in my life when I have made such a pledge to Jesus Christ? That answered, the next question follows: have you had times, as Peter did, when you pledge was rejected for something or someone other the Jesus Christ? Was your heart hardened? Was your heart divided?
We know that Peter admitted his error, his guilt -- unlike his colleague, Judas who could not face up to his betrayal.
The hours of Holy Week that remain are moments when we can honestly and quietly manifest our failures and lament what sin has done to our lives. These are the moments when we can truly speak to the Lord about our past and express our sorrows meaningfully. Likewise it is a time when we can give God thanks for the gift of reconciliation.
