What Jesus is saying to us and what Paul writes to the Philippians are the words of a strong speech and a pointed letter calling followers to a kind of change few would ever imagine a leader would propose.
Reflecting on Jesus’ words and Paul’s letter, a favorite hymn came to mind: Lift High the Cross. Who would easily join up with a leader who says you have to hate your parents, your family and, yes, even your own life? It is no surprise to me that Paul, himself reflecting on the life of Jesus Christ and perhaps one or two of the visions that were a part of his life, might encourage those who want to be a part of Jesus’ campaign that they should "work out your salvation with fear and trembling." Lifting high the cross of Christ is no child’s play.
St. Ignatius of Loyola’s well-know prayer for generosity that he entrusted to his community of Jesuits comes to mind as well. He prays in the prayer "to give and not count the cost." This is the price anyone is asked to pay when the banner of Jesus Christ becomes one’s shield. Our faith becomes the chisel we use to shape our lives as followers, as soldiers of Christ, to use another Ignatian image.
To walk beneath the banner of Christ’s cross is to accept a call to proclaim the kingdom of God. Yet, as challenging as it might seem, entrusting our lives to Christ and his mission does not lead to death. Rather, as St. Paul writes, doing what our leader calls us to do enables us "to shine like lights in the world."