If you read all of the events and attitudes that surround the various moments in Jesus' life and teaching, it seems that he fully recognizes that some of those following him simply want to have more. And, truth be told, isn't this want religion is to many people today? Isn't that was is said when an individual protests remaining "in the faith" because "God never answers my prayers"? Surely the spiritual wisdom of many decades encourages each of us to see beyond a "quid pro quo" understanding of what faith is, of what religion is supposed to do for us.
"Quid pro quo" - something for something - in the religious context means that I "believe" so that or only because I can get something back from God. Perhaps we might liken it to the young adult who is not happy with a parent unless he or she continues to pour out goods that the young adult wants in life.
Jesus, throughout his public ministry fed many people in different way. Yes, at times he did give fish and bread to nourish a starving body. At the end of his ministry he gave the apostles (and all of us) his own body and blood to nourish us spiritually.
"To nourish us spiritually": what does this mean to you? Do you understand this gift of Jesus as more than "quid pro quo"? Jesus was well aware that life for the apostles and the lives of all his followers would need strengthening as times and practices changed. He knew, of course, what life would be like for you and me in the 21st century.
The various "feeding" moments in Jesus' life are reminders to each of us that Jesus knows our faith will be tested, that our trust in him and the Father who sent him to teach us about what the Father wants from those he has created, would need superhuman strength.
Each time you receive the Eucharist, that Holy Communion, that being one in a sacred union with God, you are being given the power to know God, the Creator, and his plan for you, his intention for bringing you into his world.
And the final questions are so very simple: "Do you really believe this?" Do you have the strength to see your faith as more than "quid pro quo"?
